I never thought I would write a post with this heading, but that was because I was not thinking about failure the right way.
Several months ago I realised that I tweet about it being okay to talk about failure, but realised I don’t often talk about my failures, and realistically they happen every day. People around me know this, just as I know their failures.
Wil Wheaton has some
impressive things to say about failure too, and
Scott Higgins is also helpful.
In a recent talk Neil Gaiman said "When the rules are gone you can make up your own rules. You can fail, you can fail more interestingly, you can try things, and you can succeed in ways nobody would have thought of, because you're pushing through a door marked no entrance, you're walking in through it. You can do all of that stuff but you just have to become a dandelion, be wiling for things to fail, throw things out there, try things, and see what sticks. That was the thrust of my speech,"
You could stop reading and watching here.
I am talking about failure now, as part of my
learning about it, but also to make it easier for other people to talk about
too. Sounds a bit like I am talking
about an addiction, but rather I think the addiction is not talking about
failure, and about not admitting to failure, and about not admitting that we all fail, often. Failure is not always something enjoyable to live
through, but on the other hand it can be liberating.
You can fail and still do amazing
things, and you can do amazing things because you fail at what you set out to do, provided you have the right attitude. I still delivered on a lot in
Timor Leste and in some unexpected areas there, however, there were other ways I
failed. Once I realised I was going to fail, and I have to admit there were a few crunch moments about this (it was not pleasant), a different part of my brain clicked in as I sought to problem solve my way through this. This was really exciting, and it meant I was actually thinking differently, I really could also feel it happening in my brain. Part of this was thinking more creatively, there was more desperation in my thinking and that helped too.
I am also not
saying I fail because I am a perfectionist.
I am not a perfectionist and I think perfectionism is close to
evil. I think one should strive for
excellence, but perfectionism is dangerous and destroys many great and amazing
things, and can really stop people thinking creatively.
We don't have to be happy about failure, but choosing to deny failure happens is ignoring the important point
J K Rowling made, and to quote her:
You might never fail on the scale I did, but some failure in life is inevitable. It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all – in which case, you fail by default.